by Katy Schutte
It seems to me that there is sometimes quite a disparity
between how much an audience enjoys a show and how much the performers enjoy a show
(or how good they think it was).
For me,
there are three broad reactions I’ll have after doing a show:
- Recriminating myself and/or the group for being
awful (sometimes out loud, sometimes in my head
- Fairly satisfied, but analysing the crap out of
the show (“Mr Muscle was a funny character, but why didn’t we have any depth to
our relationships?”)
- An air-punch where it was so great that I love
my life and the show and everyone I’ve ever met (Bill Arnett has the term
‘way-homer’ for these; where you keep remembering a great moment from your
show, all the way home)
There’s also a reaction around the ego where you personally
feel you did or didn’t do good work.
Sometimes it can feel like you’re the only one who dropped the ball, or
the only one who kept it together.
Interestingly, in improv, if the show as a whole fails, you feel like
you’ve failed, because it’s a team game.
Conversely, sometimes a show can fail because one person stood out and the whole team game fell
apart. You’ve got to make other people
look good.
With short form at least there are in-built safety nets; if
you are brand new you will likely succeed because;
- The audience are probably your friends and
family.
- Games are built around letting the audience know
when to laugh and automatically generate jokes. For example, New Choice means
that you are regularly given a set up, set up, twist that always works.
- Also, the audience love to see you die just as
much – if not more – than they like to see you succeed. In ‘Die’ for example, the competitive
storytelling game where the audience shouts die when you mess up telling the
story. If no one died, the game
wouldn’t be fun.
With long form it’s a little harder because there is less
tolerance of bad improv. There
aren’t built-in safety nets (unless you count a form you’re using, but that’s
really just a structure). If you
are just truthful and listen well, the audience are much more keen to see that
than you being clever or funny, but it does take years and years for people to
feel perfectly comfortable doing those simple things.
Coming off stage it’s sometimes confusing having the
audience really love a show that you thought was bad or okay. When someone comes up to you to tell
you how great your show was, don’t tell them that they’re wrong! Telling a fan of your show that they are
incorrect or that your show is poor makes them feel bad and rips on your work,
neither of which have a good outcome!
Just say thank you and work on your craft. Also, they may be right, and you may be wrong.
There seem to be a couple of reasons for the disparity
between the audience and improviser’s viewpoints. Audiences may not have seen as much improv as you. For some people, they are pretty amazed
that you can make up a show as you go and thoroughly enjoy the magic unfolding.
For me, I feel like a show fails when I am consciously
working hard on it on stage.
Improvisers call this ‘being in your head’. My favourite of the shows I have done are where my
characters feel like they are being channelled and have a life of their own,
that the beats or chapters of the narrative naturally fall out one by one. I am perfectly in the group mind of the
company and we all have similar ideas and initiations, or immediately enjoy and
jump on board the surprises. So,
what’s the difference between one of those shows and one where I am standing on
the side thinking ‘I haven’t really done many characters, maybe I’ll do a
character’? Well, here’s my
revelation; nothing. Nothing from
the audience’s perspective anyhow.
For them it’s a great show.
They enjoyed everything about it.
It just happens that today, your auto-pilot didn’t kick in as well and
you had to fly on manual. It’s
sometimes difficult to know which way to fly. I had a show after Christmas where I hadn’t done a show for
a few weeks and just thought ‘ah, it’ll be fine – I’ve been doing improv for
years’. Even if you’re an Olympic
diver, you can’t just fall off the board and expect it to work, you have to use
all your awareness and training and make that dive happen. That show was a belly flop. If you have a show where some other
part of your brain is doing all the work; lucky you. I’m not suggesting you spend all your time on stage
consciously planning and analysing, but I am suggesting that you need to be alert
and open the whole time, you can’t just sit back and expect it all to
happen.
There’s also another kind of show where you loved it, but
the audience didn’t. It was your
best work, you did great. These
shows tend to disappear after you’ve done a fair bit of improv, but the causes
are mostly vanity and in-jokes. If
you’re doing all your best schtick and having a super time but not listening to
the other players, you may feel you did a great show, but the audience probably
felt the gap between you and the other players. In-jokes are also a problem. You may have something that you do in rehearsals (we have
some 8-year callbacks in the Maydays) but the audience are not only going to
miss the joke, but will feel distanced by it.
It’s great to know what you’re working on, it’s the only way
your improv will get better. Enjoy
the things you did well just as much as you notice the stuff you want to build
on. You are doing this because you
love it (no one chooses improv as a sure-fire career path) so notice the great
bits. I used to keep a ‘Creative
Arnica’ file on my laptop; every time someone said something nice about my or
my team’s improv, I would make a note of it. That way, if I had a shitty show or thought my work sucked I
could have a look back and realise that I was probably just forgetting to give
myself positive notes as well as constructive ones. Creative Arnica; what can I say? I lived in hippy Brighton for 10 years.
Remember that improv is a team sport. Everyone has your back. The team win – you win! Hell, that’s why I ditched stand up to
do more improv. And it’s okay to
fly on manual sometimes. It won’t
feel quite as magical as those autopilot gigs, but unless you show it on your
face, the audience can’t tell the difference.